Have you ever exchanged sex for affection? At first, no one would dare to admit to this and the answer is always “no.”
However, this belief is more than installed in our minds.
I am sure that at some point you have heard that men show women affection in return for sex and that women are completely the opposite.
When this happens, we find ourselves in a toxic relationship that tears us apart and we end up hurting ourselves.
How you enter into a relationship determines everything
Do you think you get into a relationship because you are in love or is that just what you want yourself to believe? On occasion, we get into relationships because we are afraid of being lonely or for fear that no one will ever love us again.
The problem is that we never question what was the initial factor that caused all of the misfortunes that later took place.
Both the fear of loneliness and the fear of losing the person we need (but not the one we love) brings us to a point where we end up exchanging sex for affection.
How many people are there that have sexual relationships without actually liking their partner? Or how about those who have slept with someone after the first date because they were scared that their date would not want to see them again if they didn’t?
As you can see, we are talking about fear, a fear that has nothing to do with love.
More so, our own self-love gets damaged by these actions and this leads to terrible suffering.
However, we don’t realize that we are the first to disvalue ourselves by exchanging something as intimate as sex for a little dose of affection.
What are we looking for? What are we trying to fill? Are we missing something? These are the questions that we should be asking ourselves and we should know how to answer them so that we can avoid falling into these traps.
Those traps that we put ourselves in and that lead us to get into very damaging relationships.
People put so much importance on the other person that we go so far as to “sell” ourselves in a way so that we can get something that we think we lack.
We don’t realize that by doing this we set ourselves up to get hurt, and it usually ends up happening.
We think that we are needy, that we aren’t enough, and because of that we look for others that can complete us and fulfill our needs even if that means exchanging sex for affection.
Exchanging sex for affection. Maybe it’s love?
When we exchange sex for affection, can we call it love? The truth is that we can’t because in reality, it’s a necessity.
We are looking for something that we don’t have, something that hurts us and that we know isn’t healthy for us.
We always tend to look outside of ourselves. Maybe because it’s easier, but it’s also riskier.
This is because we forget about our own well-being, our happiness, because our self-love depends on other people who disappoint us, deceive us, and cause us a lot of frustration.
This happens because no one but ourselves can give us the things that we need. People will never meet all of our needs.
Also, blindly believing that love is what we are feeling when in reality it’s necessity, is one of the worst things we can do to ourselves.
We are not being honest, we are fooling ourselves, and we know it, we just don’t want to see it. Our fears can control us far more than any truth.
A dangerous trade
Exchanging sex for affection is a dangerous trade because it affects our well-being. It causes us to suffer, hurt, and a series of other consequences that can lead to anxiety and depression.
We don’t have to exchange anything because we don’t need anything that we cannot get on our own.
Stop believing that other people are the ones who will fix the things that happen to us, and start doing it for ourselves.
We can’t wear ourselves out in vain because our wounds will just take longer to heal.
Each time we exchange sex for affection we open a new cut that will bleed, that will be a tough blow to our self-love.
We are enough, we are loved. We only need to look inside ourselves.